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[02 Aug 2005|07:56pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

i'm done with this damn thing. school's starting. i don't have time for it anymore. bye everyone!

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[21 Jul 2005|06:03pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

this is going down as one of the better summers i've had.
i miss nicole ALOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT x10
we did something EXTREMELY illegal the other day! AHHHHHHHHHH :x
i worked out today for a good hour and a half..punished myself for skipping practice. :/
been spending time with benjamin lately. it's great, he's great<3

school starts in a couple weeks, you know what that means: SHOPPING! :)


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[06 Jul 2005|04:46pm]
[ mood | excited ]

whoo..i've had a lovely past couple of days. i went to the pepsi 400 with family, that was awesome..didn't get home till 5 in the morning though, and i had to work the next day at 7:30. july 4th was fun. went to the beach all day-i got FRIED. some girl passed out/OD'ed at Coconuts. that was a little bit scary..then i had to work from 4-10 but we ended up just leaving around 9:15 or so. ben came over later on that night and we tried lighting fireworks, but my neighboors were not cooperating. so we came inside and watched the beginning of Ladder 49 but that was gay so yeahhh. um..we didn't get to bed till so late on the 4th so definetely slept in so late too. and i start my new job tommorow at Parrish. i'm lifeguarding for them..that should be good. i only have to work from 1-3 and then i think i'm gonna work out after that. my coach is still a bitch, even more so now. i pretty much hate everything about swimming right now..and i have a meet this weekend.I NEED MOTIVATION.. but tonight should be fun..ben's comin over later and we are lighting off the rest of the fireworks we couldn't do on july 4th. :)



Pictures from the race and stuff..Collapse )

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what's a girl gotta do [27 Jun 2005|02:05pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

lately i've been just working like usual. i got 260 bucks on my last check! cha-ching..
the weekend was spent with some wonderful people, i must say. friday i went to aimee's house, we finally got ourselves some taco bell at like 1 in the morning THANK GOD. i went to the doctors on saturday for my physical..and just about the WHOLE SCHOOL was there. then i came home and cleaned so i could go out that night. ben came over at like 4. we went out to RJ gators and then to see cinderella man! its a really good movie and yes, i did cry lol. went to shawn's after merritt island and i came home at 4 in the morning, but hey no big..my mom was asleep! i was lucky. then sunday i had to get up at 7 to go boating with my favorite family, the schulers. it was a good day out there. i had alot of fun tubing and hanging out with katie!



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Home Sweet Home~ [19 Jun 2005|10:41pm]
[ mood | tired ]

All's well that ends well. I'm back from Georgia, thank god. my coach is a bitch. And yes, we DID get in trouble for eating dinner at 9oclock. But other than last night and today, the trip was hella fun with some of my favorite gals. and we had a bomb ass hotel room, and lots of stuff. people in savannah are effin stupid, that's all i have to say. some drunk woman took our picture last night. CiCi's pizza is the best, and i got a new bathing suit. LIKE I NEED ONE. umm..i swam amazingly well, so that made it even better. after 4 people scratched, caitlyn made it to finals! i watched mean girls twice this weekend and fell asleep during it both times. i'm over that movie now, but i still love it. oh, did i mention my coach is a bitch AND i had to ride by myself back to florida with her?

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[15 Jun 2005|06:18pm]
[ mood | calm ]

i wish i was stronger sometimes. i wish i could accept change easier. i think i get way too comfortable and when change comes around i give up. but i promise i'm not this time. i'm willing, and it's worth it. i'm sorry about these past couple days. but it will only make things better. i just have to tell myself that. <3

ps- i'm gonna make the coolest picture frame you've ever layed eyes on. you just wait and see.

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Check Yes or No..or Maybe [12 Jun 2005|11:11pm]
[ mood | sick ]

let's see here.
i've been working A LOT picking up alot of shifts for lazy people and what have you. i love my job, but i hate all of the hours. they're inconvenient. oh well. i picked up my first paycheck..12 hours/90 bucks. not bad? my next one is gonna be about double that! :)

umm..AP lang is goin alright i think? it's kinda hard to tell, when you don't get much feedback on your work, so idk if i'm doing okay. the questions weren't too bad.

and this weekend!-
well friday, we won't go there. i'll just say it wasn't too good and after me and amanda fell asleep at shawns,i finally got home at about 2. bright and early saturday, got important stuff done with ben then he came back to my house and my dad picked us up. then we went to this bowling alley place in orlando. after getting 3 hours of sleep that night and like 4 the night before, i was pretty bitchy..sorry. and umm we came home, ben passed out in my bed so i went and watched TV with my brother. then my entire family went out to eat. it was crazy. THEY are crazy. i'm suprised ben didn't go insane lol. then after dinner we went back to my Nana and Papa's house and had rock hard brownies which some peoples teeth(jk) and came home and me and ben straight chilled..
today we didn't do much of anything..just slept in really late, ate breakFAST and played alot of poker. it was all in all okay.

ps-thanks for getting me sick! :)

yeah, so my dad got me some Antibiotics from work so i should be outta this cold quick! anywho..

KaTAHMIE you are great for reminding me about this, i kinda forgot! :)

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A LOVELY SURVEY! compliments of little miss bertot [08 Jun 2005|11:26pm]
[ mood | tired ]


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Gotta Get a Little Mud On The Tires.. [08 Jun 2005|06:30pm]
[ mood | drained ]

alabama was nice. the sweet tea there is really good. auburn has a very pretty campus. camp was lovely, besides my roomate! kaitlyn was easy to get along with though, which is good. lol. i finished my first AP book. it was pretty good i guess..the ending was the most exciting part though. it made me think alot. um..went camping with ben and his familia. it was a lot of fun. did alot of fishing (caught myself a nice little fish!) and swimming..andddd i got beat up by a bike. hah i'm a dumbass sometimes. last night we went to downtown disney so that was cOOl. didn't get back to bed till 2, no big. this summer has gotta be one of the better ones..can't wait to see what else happens.
work work work..who knows whats up with that.
savannah in 2 weeks! partyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy hah right. <33

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Everything gets hotter when the sun goes down..Yeahhhh [29 May 2005|11:42pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

how about summer is going wonderful..i had my first day of work on thursday and it went good.i had to blow the whistle a few times at some rule-breakers but ehh it's all good.brookeH and jill showed me and amanda how to check chemicals and stuff and they are really nice. Umm.Friday&Saturday i had a swim meet down in Ft. Pierce and that went way better than expected. i got all best times (except 400 free) anddd i placed in a few events. Last night i babysat for the O'Donnells in Port and their kids were pretty cute.the little boy, mason, wouldn't fall asleep though and he woke up alot throughout the night, but i made 40 bucks so that was well worth it. i have been trying to catch up on AP reading for this summer but Their Eyes Were Watching God doesn't really interest me,and the dialect is tough to get through. oh well, i'll do it. today i had to work 1-4. i pretty much love my job. i get payed to lay out, play volleyball in the pool, and eat..but we definetely have to be careful though of the boss-man..
ben came over this evening too, which made my day. its always nice to see him. we watched national treasure; it was good i think? hmm..um tommorow is memorial day so yeah..we'll see what happens.


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[25 May 2005|08:08pm]
[ mood | ditzy ]

Damn. School's out.

I start my job tommorow. Madison pool, 12-3. I'm so nervous. I hope no one drowns on me! Also, I work Sunday: Jackson, 1-4. Next week I start coaching Aqua Nuts and probably guarding and working the register some more. Whoohoo. Bring on the cash.

Today was the first day of summer. It doesn't even feel like school's out.
Last night I went to Katie's for a girl's night. It was cool, except I fell asleep at 9:30 or so. I guess my lack of sleep in the past week caught up. Woke up this morning,bc of freaking people calling my phone at like 8 or 9; good thing I love it when people do that. AWESOME. went to the beach, spent some time with a couple of my favorite people. and thank you for carrying me out of the water when I was drifting/dying, Ben. Where would I be without you saving me..I pretty much got fried to a crisp, my face is REDDDD. I guess it doesn't help we went back to Katie's and swam some more. Sweet. All in all, today was alright.

Have a good summer everyone.

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[18 May 2005|09:03pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]

wow, 6 months. time flies when you are having fun, eh? i'd say so. it's been great. ben thank you so much..for everything. you've made my life so good. and thanks for the beeauutiful neclace! <33

and 3 days of school left.
i'm moving rooms. whoopdie doo. actually there COULD be a positive end to this..
tash comes back friday. i'm so out of shape it isn't funny. lol. i've gone to like 3 practices a week. wow, how's that for dedication?

this weekend should be sickkkkk. lol.
friday-who knows what the hell is going on. i know i'm hanging out with ben, but i think aj,lida,shawn and amanda are accompanying?
saturdayy-probably study bc i desperatly need to, and maybe go to the beach? then jared and tom? are coming to take me and nicole fishing!! and hopefully to get some food, then we are all coming back to nicole's for a little GRUDGE experience and to finish off the ole capitannnnnn. :)
sunday-work orientation! i'm sooo excited to start working.

okay well i still have like 3 math assignments to finish and history study guides. lovely.


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Some Changes. [11 May 2005|08:27pm]
[ mood | quiet, i have no voice. ]

Well..let's see here.
The weekend was okay. I had a swim meet all 3 days; I did okay. I'm really glad Tash is on vacation though. Pam is our coach while she's gone, and she's so nice. I think everyone is taking advantage of her easy practices and policies though, including me. I should be more self-disciplined.

Saturday night Ben and I went to Rhianon's for the night. Though there was some drama with a few people, it turned out okay. Things pretty much went opposite as planned the whole night, but all in all it was fine. Then I heard some news about something, and I was really upset. Hmm. I appreciate Aimee and Ben alot, they helped me out that night. I don't think Ben got to enjoy himselfff very much though, since he had to take me home and had to drive alot, on top of me being kinda out of it and upset. Sorry Ben. Thanks for everything you did.

This week has been kinda weird so far. Monday we got our FCAT writes scores. Miraculously, I earned a 5. I'm kinda proud of myself for that. Yesterday I went to the baseball game with Kasey and Cydney. It has been forever since I hung out with Kasey, for a few disputes we've had. But Monday we talked everything out, and we're on the same page again. Anyway, Courtney and Kate were there, along with Schuler and Lauryn. It was so funny. We had a grandddd time. Including hitting on the other teams coach, and me and Kasey running to the snack machines at like 9:30 through the school, sprinting so Cydney wouldn't leave us. When I woke up yesterday morning, I had a sore throat, and throughout the day it got worse. I'm sure the screaming helped too, from the game. SO, now as a result: I HAVE NO VOICE.

School is coming to an end!

Ps- I got a job at Parks and Rec.


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[04 May 2005|04:13pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

not much has happened lately. school is almost over, just 3 more weeks till freedom. prom is saturday, i hope everyone has a ball. i have a swim meet friday, saturday and sunday..but i'm working on not swimming sunday. we'll see how i feel when that day comes around. hmm..it's raining extremely hard out right now and it even lightninged, so i'm guessing i'm not having practice today! :)


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...feels like you could kiss my imperfections away [18 Apr 2005|11:15pm]
[ mood | sweeeeeet ]

I'm just... happy. I'm just exactly where I want to be.

i'd just like to say today was 5 months. i think that's amazing.
and i can't think of one thing in my life i'd rather have right now.
i'm so happy about everything, especially ben.
i don't know where i'd be without him.
i've had so much fun in these past months and i couldn't ask for anything more. <3

       ..that smile on your face, and that look in your eyes, you're what keeps me going.

ben i'm so glad we made it this far. words can't even describe how much you mean to me. thank you so much for everything.





anyways enough of the good stuff, i have detention at 8 tommorow so i need to go to bed!

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[15 Apr 2005|09:54pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

today was rather depressing. first nicole didn't come to school because Abo is in the hospital so i was left alone but no fear! aimee came to my rescue today..and she brightened my day. mrs thomas left today, and i'm still sad about that. it was all fun and games in her room and then towards the end of the block i said "well it's time for me to go" and she said "Oh god, it's time for goodbyes" and thats when everyone started crying. it was so sad. i'm gonna miss her. she was by far the BEST person and teacher i've ever met,and she taught us so much about ourselves and English! but..we all cried in this corner of her room and she gave us all lots of hugs and i told her how much she taught me and how much she meant, so it's all good. and kristen said I'm beautiful when i cry which is always a nice thing i suppose. but then as if crying in school in front of people wasn't enough, i tried leaving her room which caused me to cry more and me tracy kristen and anthony left and there were swarms of people in the hallway staring at me and then aimee gave me a hug so i tried to stop crying. 4th block i caught hypothermia i think..it was SO cold outside and the fire and rescue department came to show us their jet-skis and such. and bobby came over and talked to me for a few so that was cool. afterschool i came home and passed out for the best nap ever in the history of naps! it was 3 hours long and i felt so rested afterward. but-i skipped my practice and i have a meet tommorow so that's not good. but umm people are cool and like to call me when they say they will..i really like that. so i'm pretty much over waiting on anyone and i'm going to go to bed now. <3

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whatever. [13 Apr 2005|09:18pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

i just don't understand some of my friends. it's funny how their morals change, and how even though they all try to pretend they're all independent and strong in the beginning..in the end they all melt down the same. girls try to act like they're alot stronger than they really are and in the end they make dumb decisions and a fool out of themselves from the beginning. trust me, everyone can see through you. we all know what you're like. there's no sense in you pretending to be something you're not. oh well, it's their decision and their life..so i hope in my heart of all hearts that they are happy. i just know you are better than that, i guess that's all that matters. i know you deserve better..

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i know what i was feelin..but what was i thinkin. [11 Apr 2005|07:16pm]
[ mood | happyyy! ]

this weekend was p.e.r.f.e.c.t
friday..lauren insisted that i go to the ashlee simpson concert bc they had an extra ticket and so i ended up going. i missed ben's game and nicole kirby's girls night for it, which i feel bad about..sorry guys! BUT it was awesome. although some bitch tried getting in my face, and a man fainted on top of me!! then ashley left us at downtown disney and we had to walk to mcdonalds, where i ended up spending my life's savings on a stupid salad. then ashley took everyone home so i got home about 2ish. then-as if i wasn't tired enough, i cleaned my room so i'd be able to do something saturday.

saturday..my mom woke me up at 7:30 bc i had to finish my laundry and we had to leave at 10 to go to my grandparent's house. so in a half asleep state, i finished my laundry and changed and brushed my teeth and slept on the way to their house. we had this family picnic thing at blue springs and i got to see a bunch of my family from georgia and tampa so that was nice. and me and my cousin hunter went swimming but it was kinda cold and he almost drowned since he's such a good swimmer, so we got out. then we went back to my grandparents house and all of us watched blue-collar comedy so i fell asleep and then after much argument with my mom about us leaving, we finally did. i got home and then katie came over and got ready, and jake and ben picked us up at like 9:30 and we went to merritt island to see Fever Pitch. it was okay, kinda boring in certain parts.. then me and katie went back to her house at about 1:30 or so and had a good heart t0 heart. it was nice.

sunday..me and katie went and picked up ben at like 11 and went out to playalinda. the beach was great, perfect weather and everything. me and ben attempted to go in the water but it was soo hard to swim in because i kept getting tumbled in the waves hah. soooo we left and got slurpees and went back to katie's. there we went swimming, inspected the tree-house :) and ate a fantastic dinner minus the baked beans bc i hate them. then katie made the rounds to take everyone home and we talked on the way home and went and got gas and i came home and showered and talked to ben for a little bit and fell asleep.

i'm liking how life is going right about now. i'm definetely content.


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[05 Apr 2005|10:40pm]
[ mood | pmsing i think ]

i'm pretty sure if the second season of laguna beach doesn't start up soon i'm going to cry. happy birthday rachael! thanks for scratching the shit out of me today lauren lol. thanks for the 108085038503 races to the bottom of the pool AJ, it made my day. especially when you told me i needed reconstructive surgery for my catscratch. and thanks for being alive today, tracy.

i hate school. but i did however,get a job. i start the day after school gets out! i can't hold in my excitement. get a tan, and watch little kids-7.50/hour. i don't think anyone would complain.

and my mom thinks i stole money from her? wow, she trusts me. that hurts.

and kasey's mad at me too! i know what i did was stupid but i had no idea it would be taken as far as it was and i'm sorry for all the shit that's happened.

drama drama drama

kay yesterday and today's been shitty. why not add tommorow too?

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sometime's you win, sometimes you lose. [03 Apr 2005|06:25pm]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Spring break's come and gone. it was OkAy. definetely wasn't as good as i hoped, but oH well. That just makes me look foward to going back to school so summer can be here quicker..I had a yard sale for 2 days with Sheena, and i made 40 dollars altogether and she made 2 dollars. Hung out with Kasey a little bit. Hung out with Ben as much as I could. Went out with Nicole JaredG Rhett and Sheena and Chad a couple of nights. Spent some time with my family. And I went and talked to Mike Ramsey at parks and rec to apply for my job this summer. He gave me the application and then said as long as i get certified, i'll be hired and after i get certified i can take my drug test and discuss hours and whatnot. yesssss. i'm excited. sooo..yesterday was hell. i never knew yard sales were so much work.. but today made up for it because it was much better. got to hang out at bens most of the day, and now i'm back to being bored because i have to type a 3 page paper for chadwells class! for some crazy reason, i'm writing it on bullfighting because i can't find anything else to write it on.

hope everyone had a good spring break! <3

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